I‘m scared. I am scared because I love Max more than anyone and I can’t imagine there is a better relationship out there for me. I would be more than happy if he were it for me, if he were the person I am to love for the rest of my life. The thing is, Max has never dated anyone else but me. This worries me to an elevated degree. I feel as if he needs to see feel what a bad or even normal relationship is like to see really sense how amazing ours is. I feel as if he will never understand how naturally and well we work together unless he sees is apart of other examples.
than explain that to him
I‘m scared he‘ll agree with me.
right now the scariest thing in the world to me is not being with him.
just thinking about not being with him makes me cry.
I‘m scared that no matter what we aren‘t going to last.
aw I’m sorry
I am so afraid that if I don’t go to college as a single woman I will not grow independently. These are the years when an individual matures the most.
Max once said one of the reasons he loves me so much is that I am so independent. His woman friends are independent. His mother is independent. I want to make sure I can be independent, not just for him, but for me.
