2:50 AM, AIM.

I love max, but sometimes I feel so lost. I mean, I am going to college soon. His mom told me it’s great, it’s where you finally become an independent woman with no ties at home. Max loves me because I am independent. Max is also a tie at home. I’m so scared of it all.
just the thought of not having him in my makes me start to tear up. He just works, he works with me. He is the only person that really accepts all of me. He is the only person I am okay making stupid mistakes around. He also understands me. I’m scared that if I stay with him it will ruin it all. I’m scared that if we break up when I go to college it will ruin it all. I don’t want to have to miss him. I also don’t want to miss out on an important step in the growing up cycle because of him.